Beth

My own enjoyment? Those who have claimed “love” have always taken away from that. So now I live for me.

I don’t drink but I can imagine the lines at tue package store on that day will be long.

This is the right answer. They’ve already identified the problem and dislike the feeling, which is well on the road to flipping the switch. This is one of the reasons human services fields are difficult, you literally have to turn off parts of yourself that would normally feel and react to become a good professional.

As a pro your career depends on your ability to be completely dispassionate in the non-work aspects of butt, you must classify them as “work butts” where the work butts may hold work-related and necessary information and be required, but they are fundamentally different from the fun “non-work” butts. You just have to turn those thoughts off. I’ve been disassociating in the human services field for a really long time so I know it is easier said than done, but your professional and personal life really do depend your ability to compartmentalize these things. Maybe think of them as slabs of meat.

1+socks and a sweater. No matter how hot, I have to be fully dressed.

Age 5 or 6 via the teenage boy next door who came over to my house with his little brother to play. Later at 16 via my sisters secret 30-something year old boyfriend. Then again at 19 by another 30-something man when I was sleeping in my bed in my own home while my roommates partied. My ex would always withhold affection, pout, and be downright mean if I declined sex. Suffice to say I haven’t had a good relationship with it, in general. And I’m not sure it’s worth the trouble at this point.

The nice lady who sold me my home left a fancy washer and dryer set and it can connect to my internet but my fucking question remains why lol. Fridge is normal thankfully.

I just get whatever is on sale that has an effective track record on my BO. Work with fluids and sweat all day so I can smell like an airplane or a shark or flower as long as I don’t smell like body funk I’m happy.

As an older lady, he seems like maybe someone you can have fun with, but not LTR material. Even then, there are some yellow flags on what types of fun, some of that stuff could cause you harm, and I urge caution in allowing yourself to be exposed, especially as he is doing things just for the experience, because that could include you. You’ve had some feelings clearly of those yellow flags (his disinterest). Idk, if it was me I would distance myself. Plenty of sweet guys out there that don’t bring this unsafe/chaotic variable.

Yeah definitely the elephant in the room when this comes up. Women didn’t have a choice and they were impregnated over and over even if it killed them.